Where am I now ?
Have I become a self directed thinker that is giving without thinking of reciprocity ? Am I using the law of substitution as soon as a negative or not desired thought or feeling comes to my mind ? Do I fully understand how my mind works and that the law of growth is working each and every second ? That my brain have this net of what wires together fires together. Can I visualize and keep my concentration at a picture and/or a situation that I want to create ? Am I being in service to others ? Do I let gratitude and kindness being a priority and leading virtues in daily life ? Can I change my mood by choosing a thought and add a feeling to it ? Am I practicing writing as the highest form of architecture ? Have I started to apply the knowledge ? Am I diligent and persistent and having a high level of positive mental attitude ?
I am doing progress but I would like to finish my course stronger than I have been doing these last weeks. Soon the course will end. What will happen then ?
How am I going to continue ? Will I fall back into old habits ? I can not underestimate the power of them so I need to keep on practising and apply the knowledge in a persistent way.
I have experienced that I have broken through several layers of cement. They have been built up for a very long time so it is easy to understand. They have also kept hidden emotions of fear, pain and sorrow.
When a seed is planted it will take time before it grows up, blooms and bear fruit. It is important to remember that the act of change needs adjustment on the way.
I think writing is a very supportive way for me to move forward. I will start writing on a daily base. I think that the coming six months that follow the course can be productive for me if I practice and act like a self directed thinker in my own way and speed without having to keep up with the requirements.
With that said, I am fully aware of that I would never have gone as far as I have until today without Master Key Experience. My guide is always available for communicating. Its a big support, I appreciate it very much and I am grateful for it !